Date canceled

Why is this week turns out to be THE worst week of my entire life!! Lost 6 of my friends and now a date got canceled. Well actually I'm not that upset about it. I mean there's like bound to be more right? I hope so. So far my life has been so damn such an asshole to me that I can't think positively.
And knowing me, I'm the optimistic person. It gets annoying.

Well since it got canceled, I have work to do like clean my room and scrub the toilet. By night I need to marinate a whole chicken since my sister's friends are coming over tomorrow and noon too! So I have to wake up early to make the rice and then prepare lunch for them... I should get paid for this. Literally. Or at least a present or whatever since I have no friends to invite over. Uggh this is bullshit.. Okay I better stop before I start cursing on my own blog :P

See ya
Lots of umm love and ciao!
Mia