Spontaneous!

Too much to think right now! So I have decided to write my shits in the blog rather than my journal that my english teacher had told us to do. Cause it might bring something else into my teacher's mind that I don't want her to even imagine! Anyways I started writing my stories back cause I have decided that writing let me stay away from reality for just awhile. Hence why I even started writing. It helps me with my nerves and such.

Its like my own personal drug XD ( I sound like Edward Cullen ) Ok, fine not a drug.. maybe it is? God I'm so confuse!! Ok remember my last two post where I said I don't want to go back to school? Well I lied :P Theres no way in hell can I do that! I mean seriously! Its like its important to finish your secondary studies in school or something. There's a thing call home school but then again... I don't think I want too. I hate staying home and for me to actually be home school kinda scares me right now XD

Anyways this post is purely to make me forget everything so sue me if I try to make a joke! Hahahahahaha I should do that more often : D

By the way is it weird for me to talk to myself? Do people think I'm a girl who deserves to be in a psych ward? My friends told me that I was unusual and weird and stuff. It is wrong? I mean somehow I have a feeling that I do belong in a psych ward for the things I do but seriously? I was singing in class today and she thought I was talking! She haven't catch me talking to myself yet! I think she'll be surprise.

I spend an hour and a half for this long only? Damn! Anyways I might catch NFL tonight and do my english homework... I use the homework time for this. So nighties! I will write more tomorrow! Adios Amigos!