High School and Rants

Hey

So umm... nothing is happening. And no I'm not going to write about Azaad today even though he insulted me last night. That asshole is so DEAD!!

Anyways I'm just you know waltzing the internet. Listening to music and read stories. Nothing to do on Mondays... it's lazy day. Hajj is over and no excitement here. Though I heard that my aunt is moving to Nilai this Christmas. I haven't seen the house yet but from everyone's prescription, it's pretty darn huge. 5 bedroom bungalow. When I heard that I was like.. hmm.. my cousins can sleep in their own rooms without freaking out?

I mean seriously they live in a terrace house now and guess what! They are still sleeping with their parents. I'm so ashamed to be called a teenager cause they haven't moved on from their state yet. I mean Nilai is more haunted than the one they live in. But I don't know whether is true or not.

Oh yeah I have something to tell you since Hajj. Thanks to my wonderful sister, she reminded me how much ghosts love to come and get me. It's like I'm an attraction. Seriously, why me. I keep asking myself that question every time. It's true why me? There's like billions of human beings that they can eat why me? Hahaha but I was never fazed about it. I mean yeah it's scary but I was young then.

Anyways school is going to start in a month or so. Ugh. Time flies when you're not doing anything! I have to make a list of stuff to buy. I can't use an UP bag for senior year right? So I need a new school bag. Also need stuff to make notes for SPM and for senior year memorial. Means I have to start saving money for my own camera. Hey I need those! There's like graduation, prom and yeah school days.

I just you know wanna have memories plastered in an album so I can go back and say 'See here kids! This is me when I was 17 and how horrible high school was to me!' LOL yep it'll be a pretty sight. My husband will glare at me that says ' Don't you dare to implant that idea to rebel in high school'

Yep the beauty of it all. My children will be rebellions in high school and I'll be so damn proud of em! ROFL! Hmm... needs to find a strict husband then. I mean they can rebel at school just not to me or my husband. That way I can be supportive of em' and yeah to gain respect. See aren't I great?

Speaking of high school. I DON'T WANNA GO BACK!!! Why can't I be home schooled? It'll be like heaven for me or something. Anything but going back to that hell hole! I wish I was a rebel cause then I can't like kick people's asses! Oh wait.. I do kick people's asses. I'm such a badass!

Though this school is so OBSERVANT! Therefore my old ways can cause me expulsion. How nice ( sarcasm here! ) I can't be me at this school, I mean come on! I wanna show them not to mess with me. Since I'm fat and everything.

Well I think this is enough for today rants!

Buh bye losers!

Mia