9.02.2010

A Message From Me to All Americans from The East Coast.

Good Evening everyone,

  Due to recent events in the Atlantic Ocean. With Hurricane Danielle finally passed the U.S East Coastal Shores, a new one had formed during the fall of Hurricane Danielle which is Tropical Storm Earl. In a short matter of days, the tropical storm had turned into a hurricane. Hurricane Earl is now a category 4 and President Obama had declared a state of emergency. 

  My message to all of my american friends in the east coastline please watch the news for updates on the hurricane earl's path. It's very important that you do and please please please DO NOT STAY! Haven't the Katrina gave you anymore reason for you not to stay? 

  This will not be the last hurricane for you people to see. There are more coming through and no matter how prepared you are, please evacuate immediately!!! There's no reason for you to stay. The Category 4 gives no mercy. You can't fight through this and do not be foolish  this is not the right time to be sentimental about it. I know that maybe one day when the hurricane season is over, your hometown will not be safe or destroyed and you can't go back to it but  do not gamble your life and your children's  by staying. Sure you may feel slightly safe for the fact you boarded up your windows and have enough food supplies. IT IS NOT ENOUGH!   

I'm sending this message to make you see that this hurricane is no game and you can't just gamble your life by staying. Its dangerous and it is a no guarantee that you will be alive once the hurricane goes back into the sea. 

PLEASE BE CAUTIOUS AND DO WHATEVER IT TAKES TO GET THE HELL OUT OF THERE! DO NOT REPEAT THE SAME MISTAKES THAT THE KATRINA DID! LIVES WILL BE LOST AND TOWNS DESTROYED!!!! 

From
Mia Vandutchess

2.05.2010

Never Stop Fighting For Your Dreams!

Have you ever have the feeling that you just want to start over in your life? Feels like there's little left to hope for? Ever feels like you just wish you didn't born for all the hardships you go through? The feeling of being betrayed by the most trusted companion?

Its hard and I can't deny that. It takes every will power to stay strong and fight. I know the feeling, heck I even experienced it. When I was little, I really feel like the world was against me. Every turn I go too brings me the same news. The same feelings. It was toying with my emotions and strength. I was not very strong but strong enough to have survived and moved on.

Through years of unwanted tears, back stabbing, I found the greatest treasure of all. My strength to fight and stay strong for the ride. Since then, I knew that I shouldn't and NEVER stop believing that I can't do it. Even in every soul lies the need to win or to have the recognition of being a strong person. I learned that quitting is a foolish thing to do. I never wanted to stop and die but I want to continue on even if I fell back, I know that I will catch up in the end.

No distance can keep me apart. I wanted to believe that I can do anything and everything to catch my dreams. No matter how small the opportunities are, no matter how small chances of my survival. I won't stop till I reach the end of it. What I have learned last Tuesday when I fell down during the 100 meter race was that even if I fell, I will get up on my feet and strive to finish the race. Even if I was the last one to end it.

And now, I want it to be my lifeline and my biggest hope to keep on fighting for what I believe in. Even if no one will be there to pat on back and say "Congratulations!" I will keep on moving forward and I will achieve what I want in the end. Sure things never went my way. Even from the beginning but maybe they was a reason behind it all. A lesson of patience. I may have done terrible things in the past and there's no way I can change it but I have a second chance to fix the flaws and get back in line.

Many have opposed my dream and I do feel like I have no support from anyone but I do not wish to leave the world one day with regrets that I didn't catch my dream nor do I wish to burden my future generations with it.  I want my dream to be my own. I wish to be different from my family. Who failed to reach theirs. Sometimes, a dream may not come much in your paycheck but I rather live with the little money I make then make more money and be unhappy.

Sometimes, I feel like the dreams that I'm reaching out for is worth every breath, will and talent in my body. I do not wish to waste it. I want to fight for it. If things go for the latter, then maybe then I will stop my dreams and chase other people dreams. I won't stop till I have taste the pain, blood, and tears for the ride.

Mia

1.30.2010

Party Planner

Alright, so the title says party planner. The simple explanation would be because I am now my sister's unofficial party planner. LOL

It's her 22nd birthday party. And damn she wants a novelty cake, they are so expensive here that I have to make sure I have enough money to spend it on her birthday present. I can't tell you just yet cause I'm scared that I couldn't afford it :/ But anyways, I hope I can rise to the occasion and find her the perfect birthday cake that she wants. If not, I'll try to make as best I can.

Anyways I don't have much to say today but I'll keep you update with the party planning. I need to find a baker who can bake me that novelty cake :S So yeah see you :)

Mia

1.29.2010

Bailers

Yello!

Bailers is my word for I am a bail person. Not complaints, zip it!

So after the gruesome planning for today's plans, I bailed them AGAIN! Okay this time with a solid reason, my dad didn't let me. Anyways since I bailed, I had to do TONS of chores but yeah, BYE! This is about me bailing so its done :)

Mia

1.28.2010

SURPRISE!!!!!

Bonjour!

As much as I want to write this post entirely in French, I can't cause I can only understand very few and I'm still learning >.<

Now to start off this lovely post, I have to say that I am internally gratefully for all the support that everyone has given me throughout this journey and for being so understanding about my dreams. Words can't really express it. I'm just beyond thrilled to begin this journey with the amazing opportunities that has opens its doors for me. I will try my hardest to be better at it, to be able to achieve greater heights and to be able to show others how much I want this.

Okay now that the speech is over, I think I should explained what I was saying on the above post >.<'  Alright, as most of you know by now that writing has been a great influence in life for me. Its my lifeline and I can't live without it. I've been writing since I was 9 years old, slowly starting with short stories and now it had become a bigger dream which is journalism. Writing is my way of expressing my environment, my opinions and my dreams. I think that writing is a great inspiration even though the littlest things in the world can be such an amazing inspirations. I know I know b o r i n g!

Ok to cut the chase, my teachers has finally given a lot of attention to my talent and decides that I've been too silent for to long. So they have thrown me amazing opportunities at me and I'm grabbing each one of them : D  It'll be a great adventure for me and I can't wait for it :) So the big news? I'm going to recite a poetry in front of the whole student body about 1 Malaysia. I'm anxious about it but it's a great way to calm my nerves for future projects : P

Now you know, I'm going to tell you what I have to do this Saturday!

Okay so at 10 AM, I will be meeting my classmates at Alam Sentral for Karaoke. I'm no singer so they will suffer some banshee singing. LOL though I'm serious not the banshee but the whole I can't sing shit. Then we will go out for lunch, shopping then I go home.

Possibly by night, my sister, brother and I are going for some shisha at our new hang out. Then pass out when we get home : P

Hahahaha very interesting but my Sundays will be filled with homeworks, chores and all that drama. Yawn yawn... I wish Saturday last longer. Speaking of homeworks, guess what? The whole entire nation ( school kids only ) have to write a letter to the Prime Minister that we love the aspiration of 1 Malaysia. Personally, I procrastinate the letter.  I don't support it cause the race issues is still unsettling. 1 Malaysia is going to be impossible. I just don't see the races being together anymore.

Okay, hmm... what else? Nothing I guess, I think I want to take a nap then wake up, shower, go to tuition, finish some of my homeworks then get my clothes ready for tomorrow : D Simple as A B C!! So thank you for reading some troubled teenager's blog/ post. I will write again tomorrow.

Mia




1.27.2010

A Bright Day

Hello!

Ok theres alot going on and yes, I'm very ecstatic!!!

Why? because I'm getting tons of oppurtunities this year! Just yesterday, I saw a poster about the Scholastic Writers Award 2010 andyes, I'm going to participate. Next, my art teacher told me to write a poetry on 1 Malaysia and do the public speaking. *_* !!! Can you beleive it!! Also my other art teacher asked me if I want to go to an art college next year. I wish but I cant draw >.<

anyways theres this new club, The Journalist Club this year and I joined :) It's going to be so much fun! I cant believe that all of this is happening so quickly! So here I am, grabbing all the open oppurtunities there is cause you don't know till you try right? OMG its 2.22 PM already!!

Sorry ladies and gentlemen, I have to get to practice now :( But don't fret, I will be back later around 6 and continue writing :) I  can't wait and I really am hoping that this last year of high school will be a great one :) TTYL!

Mia

1.25.2010

Spontaneous!

Too much to think right now! So I have decided to write my shits in the blog rather than my journal that my english teacher had told us to do. Cause it might bring something else into my teacher's mind that I don't want her to even imagine! Anyways I started writing my stories back cause I have decided that writing let me stay away from reality for just awhile. Hence why I even started writing. It helps me with my nerves and such.

Its like my own personal drug XD ( I sound like Edward Cullen ) Ok, fine not a drug.. maybe it is? God I'm so confuse!! Ok remember my last two post where I said I don't want to go back to school? Well I lied :P Theres no way in hell can I do that! I mean seriously! Its like its important to finish your secondary studies in school or something. There's a thing call home school but then again... I don't think I want too. I hate staying home and for me to actually be home school kinda scares me right now XD

Anyways this post is purely to make me forget everything so sue me if I try to make a joke! Hahahahahaha I should do that more often : D

By the way is it weird for me to talk to myself? Do people think I'm a girl who deserves to be in a psych ward? My friends told me that I was unusual and weird and stuff. It is wrong? I mean somehow I have a feeling that I do belong in a psych ward for the things I do but seriously? I was singing in class today and she thought I was talking! She haven't catch me talking to myself yet! I think she'll be surprise.

I spend an hour and a half for this long only? Damn! Anyways I might catch NFL tonight and do my english homework... I use the homework time for this. So nighties! I will write more tomorrow! Adios Amigos!